Struggling

Well I am really struggling at the moment. I know I have to go back to the GP and get sorted out on my meds again. At the moment I am soo annoyed with my family for being the last straw. But I guess it was bound to happen anyway so i cant blame them for that... I can however blame them for being mean and nasty and totally disrespectful to myself and worse my kids.

Still struggling with the lads illness and once again he has a nasty chest infection. It never seems to end with these bugs with him. I know it cant be much fun for him either, but man I am just so tired. I feel like the bad guy everyday with him forcing him to go to school when i know if it were any other kids they would stay home, its just that he is sick so often he has missed too much already.

It was my 15th wedding anniverary yesterday, the bright spot of my week. I texted hubby several times early in the morning saying how the years have flown and how lucky he was that he married me lol at 9am he called me to wish me happy anniversary and pretended to be shocked and pleasantly surprised that he remembered lol. he bought me home a beautiful bunch of flowers.... only the 4th time since i have known him that he has given me flowers so in 18 years thats pretty darn special. we had takeaway chinese for dinner.. the kids had chickentreat hehe. it was a nice evening hubby even stayed up till 7pm whoo hoo what rebels we are lol.