Tuesday, February 19, 2008

bit of a scare

Welltoday gave me a bit of a fright. The lads headache is still there. The dr's cant find what is wrong with him still, have decided it has to be a virus, since he is still coughing. This mornign though his BP dropped a bit and his pulse slowed down. but he started to feel better a bit later on so still sent him to school. We only got him as far at the front gates though, before he collapsed. I tell you what your heart never jumps in your throat quite so quick as when that happens. one minute he is up and walking next he is on the ground. He sad his headache got really bad for a second and then he was down. He hasnt done that in so long. I still dont know whether to get him up to the hospital as i am sure they will just say its the cold again and then i will have dragged him up there again and out of his bed for now reason.
It drives me insane how they say if your worried bring him up, but then you take him up and they dismiss it as a virus. I never knew virus's made your temp go down!!!! I know we are on the merry go round again so a part of me is just think I might as well wait till it gets worse, then they might do something, but then another part of me thinks get him up there this could be the bad one and your not going to get there in time. It wont matter which way i go it will the worng one by everyone else, but they arent the ones having to make the deciscions and deal with the conciquenses of it every day, so as far as i am concerned their opinions mean next to nothing... i just know hubby is going to rant and rave though, yet where is he!!! oh yeah he's at work not having to deal with yet another crisis. easy for him to make judgement when he isnt the one copping the flack from the dr's and not being listened too.
Ahhh I know i am having a total bitch, but today really scared me, and i just dont know what to do. The sane me knows i have to bite the bullet and just go up there........ i just dont want it to be bad news either i guess. I dont think i am coping too well today.

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