Ok well I had decided that i wasnt going to let my middle sister or my parents get to me any more. But just now I have had a phone call from my youngest sister and she has let slip a few things that I didnt know. Maybe i didnt want to know I am just tired of the anger eating me and tired of feeling second best. Tired of being told I have the charmed life yet my other sister has it sooo tough she needs all the help she can get, then mum tells me off for being too independant for my own good.
Hello!! I never had a choice. I have my own mum and sister laugh at me while pregas with first child saying i will never be a good mum cause i have no maternal instinct. I had a choice i guess shrivel up an let them win or prove them wrong and thats what I did. I never asked for help parenting wise EVER from anyone My kids are hte way they are because i had them 24/7 other than school. I never dumped them off on grandparents for a holiday of my own. No Day care (nothing against day care) but I decided that nobody was going to take credit for anything made a rod for my back i know, but when you get your mind messed with thats the consiquence i guess.
Anyway not much i can do about it i guess and i have just wasted another few mments letting them get to me. But I do feel better( a bit) rellies huh you cant pick em!!!
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Aw!
Isn't that the truth though.
If we could pick them, I betcha it'd be a lot less complicated, lol
lol oh so true. ah well i guess what dont kill only makes you stronger huh lol.
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